TWITTER CRUSH : I HAVE ONE

Okay so I have a Twitter Crush. Yes its not just a trending topic on twitter my #twittercrush is real! I had this #twittercrush before it was a topic...so I am kinda happy I am not the only one who has one.

Anyways this is just so innocent. I know the dude. The dude knows me. I went to school with him (I will not disclose whether it was high school or college). He has NO idea that I like him (at least via twitter). We dont talk like that. But I think he is extremely cute...and I like his twitter statuses. LOL

Its one of those things that you never really thought about that person like that, maybe some time went by and you noticed the older we got, the cuter that person has become. Or maybe that person has changed in more ways than one since you met them.

Its crazy that I have a #twittercrush because I probably haven't had a real crush since high school. I think its cute, I think he is cute, but maybe that is just it. Its a cute little internet thing. I actually feel kinda LAME for it because I am a GROWN woman and I shouldnt have crushes period! I should just DM @(twittercrushname) my number, tell him to call me, and tell him that we should link up or something. Maybe I should tweet him LOL :-)

Its not like I dont know him. He knows my name. We live in the same state so its not like it would be an issue. I know he is single, I guess I am single so what is my problem? I am a LAME and yes there is a possiblity I might want more than just a #twittercrush with this person...but for now thats is all its gonna be.

Who knows what might happen though. Maybe I will Drink & Tweet and tell him how I feel. Maybe...maybe not.Who knows..

HOW I STARTED OFF 2009

This is so embarrassing...I was so drunk.

Yeah like super DRUNK. I say some crazy stuff "Smells like black people"...repeat things ova and over...and yeah some other random stuff. But this is what this blog is about my RANDOM live REAL & UNCUT!

Enjoy!

P.S. Sorry Vanessa if this embarrasses you. LOL

KIWI & BIRTHDAY SEX

Me being semi-sexy. I love this song!

There is more...maybe I will put it up another day. Enjoy.

GET TO KNOW THE RANDOM KIWI

Hey folks.

I been slacking once again, and yet again I am sorry. I try my best but somethings just do not work the way I want them to.

So I am gonna give you a little catch up and give you reasons why you should love my crazy a**

1. I used to want to be an obstertican(person who delievers babies) when I was younger. I loved pregnant people and I was alway curious with it and wanted learn about child birth. I used to watch "A Baby Story" on TLC all the time and then after a while I just thought I couldnt do it because its nasty! LOL

2. Speaking of TLC...I loved them as a child. They were my all time favorite group ever! CRAZYSEXYCOOL was played on repeat all the time in my house.

3. I a terribly afraid of needles and blood. Like I will try to watch something educational on TV but if they show needles or blood I will like be on the verge of passing out. Ironically I love scary movies...but if I watch a graphic movie like SAW or something...I wanna pass out with that too. Its crazy!

4. Sometimes I think I am slightly psychic because everything I sing a song in my head, I will turn on the radio and that song will be playing. It happens all the time!

5. I am addicted to Wal-Mart. I have not been to Walmart in a week...THATS A BREAKTHROUGH FOR ME. I cannot go to Wal-Mart without buying less than 5 things and I always buy something that I intially did not go in there to buy-The DEVIL!

6. I was kind of a tomboy growing up, I grew up with lots of guys and had so many guy friends, but I hated SPORTS! So the girly girl always came out-I wasnt a full blown Tomboy. More like a Tomgirl...IDK

7. My first memory dates back to my first birthday. Right before I blew out the candle ( I think I blew out the candle).

8. I am very very EMPATHETIC.I cry all the time at stuff I seen in movie or on TV. I am so freaking sensitive its ridiculous. Whether it was something sad or beautiful I will cry.

9. I love my eyes but I hate when people just stare at them...and then go get other people to go look at my eyes. I feel like an alien or something. I remember and also my mom told me when I was younger people would tell my mom and look at me "She has pretty eyes" and I would shut my eyes really tight so that they couldnt look into my eyes anymore. LOL

10. Alot of people say before they met me that they would think I am quite or stuck up. But when they get to know me they usually say I am the funniest person and my personality is the complete opposite of what they thought I would be. THATS WHY YOU DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER!

11. If I have any children...I would love a boy first. Because I never had an older brother and always wanted one, so I would want a boy first to protect his little sister(if I even have another child). I also hope that if my children pick up on my eye color gene, then I would want my son to have the trait and not the girl.

12.I sometimes hate how I am so skinny but have hips because alot of clothes, especially jeans do not fit me properly. Its so annoying!

13.People always assume that I am taller that I am. I am only 5'5 1/2 I have been this exact height since I was 13 and never grew that half an inch. So I cannot try out for TOP MODEL and I am positive I am not 5'7!

14. Speaking of height I love tall guy. If he is 6 ft or taller I like melt. I love love love TALL MEN! It makes me feel more feminine and I dont have to worry about if I wearing heels.

15. I sleep with a Bear name Val every night. I am never loney and Val keeps me company. DONT JUDGE ME.

16. Okay this is my nerdy side. I like to sometimes when I really wanna get away from it all I go to the bookstore and READ. Thats right I said it I like to READ BOOKS! I will sit my happy a** in a bookstore for hours and read all types of books. ITS RELAXS ME AND GIVE ME PEACE...YOU SHOULD TRY IT.

17.Speaking of Peace I am starting to do alot of mediating. Listening to soothing music and positive affirmation via Youtube during my chriopractor therapy sessions and before I go to bed...its is so peaceful...TRY THIS TOO. If you want to start this is what I am listening too ---->MEDITATION ON SELF LOVE HERE (close your eyes and do this on your bed u might go to sleep)

18.I am trying to get more of my grown and sexy on lately. I like going to new spots and lounges with pretty low-key settings.

19. I am a camera whore and I am going to Prove it to you. Dont ask me who took these pictures either! Nonayah!

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