I HAVE RESURFACED!

Again sorry for my delay on updating blogs.

It is very very difficult blogging through an i-touch and going to my college's library to use the internet. It sucks not having the resources to do what you need to do (besides blogging of course).

But God is so so so so good, I was able to get access to another laptop. Once again someone felt sorry for the poor recent-grad-who-is-so-broke-she-cant-afford-to-buy-her-own-laptop-and-no-one-would-get-her-one-as-a-grad-gift so I have access to a computer again. Yes! But again only temporary relief...

I want to put out there that I am very sad still that the King of Pop and pretty much the entire music industry, the LATE AND GREAT MICHAEL JACKSON. I know he is in heaven living peacefully and can finally be left alone (although he probably was pissed about the BS that was the BET AWARDS this year. WTF was they thinking)?

Anyways I been on another level lately. I have been on my up and up with highs and positivity...and my low of lows with alot of other things beyond my control. I decided I am also branching my blog into another blog which will be my more personal side. I have alot of emotions and feelings I need to let loose, and I cant do it on here because this is like my "random" happy go lucky blog I should say. I crack jokes and make fun of people, or just post about the highlights of my life or whatever.

So LIVE.LOVE.LEARN by Kiwi is active now.
------->http://www.livelovelearnbykiwi.blogspot.com/

This is my personal blog of me living,loving, and of course learning. Its really personal and I will let all of my emotional run free here. I will leave this blog to be my more upbeat blog and the other one for lifes lessons (not all boring and depressing). I am very sensitive so it will all be exposed there. Check it out and continue to support me where ever I go & post.

PEACE & BLESSINGS EVERYONE.

I TRIED TO IGNORE THIS BUT...

OMG!!! I REALLY WANNA SLAP THE BOTH OF THEM?

SO these fools were @ the IVY [HOLLYWOOD'S ULTIMATE PAPARAZZI PLACE] LAST NIGHT! Look @ them faking like they are having such a great time...

You are begging for attention huh? Screaming for it at the top of your lungs huh? Didnt her album drop already? Or did it get push back? Dream are u flaunting her around and letting the world know your smashing that?

OMG girl...I really liked you once upon a time. I didnt think you would stoop so low! When people go to the Ivy that means they are in desperate need of camera time and publicity.

Do yall know her hair is not fully blonde...just the front? Faker! Make me sick...the both of them and just because she is causing a scene and is going for desperate measures by sleeping with him...I am not SUPPORTING YOUR ALBUM CHRISTINA!Ewww...I bet that was a fake kiss too. She knew the cameras were looking!

If you have real talent you wouldnt do this mess...Fake a$$!

SOLANGE GIRL...

OMG Girl...I have been quiet enough...

I tried to ignore you...

It doesnt work...

WTH do you think you are doing? Did your son draw this on your face?

This ish right here is the product of a forgotten child.

I, myself, have tagged myself plenty of times to people and stated that I am the forgotten child [because I am in the middle and I dont even do anything that just makes my parents go WOW too often I guess] but she takes this to a whole new level!

I know it must be really, painfully, hard to be the little sister to Beyonce. Usually its the younger sibling who gets all of the attention...even more so when the older one leaves and goes to college or whatever...


Not for Solange, when your sister is the primary money maker in the family and hardest working woman in American, of course your parents push you to the side just a little [hey its buisness].

So what is the younger sibling to do? Well she tried her own little hustler with trying to be like big sister...with ther first CD [remember the song she had with Lil Romeo...its the only one I can remember]FAIL! Then she did what alot of young and probably forgotten little girls do become a teenage mother and maybe just maybe all the focus will be sent to her...FAIL! Then she attempts acting just like big sister...FAIL! And yet again she is attempting this singing career in the most essentric [weirdest] way possible to say out of her sisters shadow and branch off into her own person[ Her and Ray J in this famous older sibling shadow maybe they shoud hook up]...FAIL!!!

Remember when she fell out 2 weeks ago?

I am sorry she looks like she taking a nap

And she had the nerve to Twitter about it!!! Girl you so dramatic...when you learn to fall out like that from your 4 year old son?

Girl where are your friends? They must do not like you forreal because "MY" friends would tell me "girl you look like you was playing in Crayola kiddie paint take that crap off" or more importantly they will go " Girl if you gonna leave the house like that I dont know you" or "We not leaving the house until you take this crap off"!

Those are what you call friends! Friends dont let friends put stupid makeup art on their faces and leave the house! Solange we need to find you some friends and people who really love you.

KERI HILSON GOT BEEF???

Girl you letting this "Gangsta Girl Turning Me On Keri" Alter-ego get to you huh?

I swear on everything I was gonna dedicate a good post about here today...
I was gonna state how she is a very beautiful and talented woman and I wish people would give her more recognition. Well I think Keri wants to get recognition the Hollywood way.

I love her new song Turning Me On by the way...
But what I mean by getting recognition the "Hollywood" way is meaning when your looks and talent is not getting you attention by itself...you have to take other measures to get some buzz...

Examples: Change your hair [Christina Milian I am talking about you and its not cute], have a sextape, take revealing shots, have a reality show, get hooked up with someone that no one would expect [Christina Milian I am talking about you with Dream thats is not working either], get into an altercation with your mate a break up, get hooked on drugs and go to rehab, get pregnant [bonus make sure you have twins], and the oldie but goodie...have some beef with someone!

So Keri took the route to start some beef with not one R&B chick but two!

Yeah adding T-Pain & Lil Wayne[T-Wayne] to your song these days automatically brings attention I guess

[or do your own AutoTune singing]

THE LYRICS TO THE TURNING ME ON REMIXI shot the sheriff, but wait till i shoot these b*thces[why they gotta be bitches]......down now i ain't tryin to start no mess it just something of my chest[starting mess when you said this].....that i need to get off cause you turnin me off ya vision cloudy if you think you the best you can dance [Ciara], she can sing [Beyonce] but need to move it TO THE LEFT [clearly a reference from the Irreplacable song] you need to go have some babies [Beyonce], she needs to sit down she fadin [Ciara] those other b*tches ain't even worth my time to talk about[Christina Milian she talking about you!] been had dollas boy, go get ya money up know you ain't the only homie homie lined upi ain't turnin it off, im still turning it on go head and tell these folks how long i've been writing your song[definitely Ciara] i been putting you on just check the credits hoand if you want me you can find me in decatur ho [then you hear T-Pain instigating going ooooooooo0]

I still think she is beautiful and talented and very young making fast money by being a songwriter [I remember she wrote IceBox for Omarion, and wrote a bunch of songs for Britney Spears, Ciara, Usher, Ludacris, and others] .
So anyways..so this girl is taking jabs at Beyonce and Ciara...dang why you do that?!

She is already getting the wrong attention because some people believe she is not even a big enough star to be talking about Ciara or Beyonce...

I guess her publist said "any publicity is good publicity" I wish I was your PR person...I would of said no to the drama...this was the wrong way to go.

Sorry I gotta label this Attention Whore [Your not a whore Keri]

And Your Turning Me Off [Atleast it goes with your song]

But KIWI STILL ♥ YOU

I wonder how she gonna reaction when people question her...is she gonna deny that this is about Beyonce & Ciara?
Beyonce you gonna hit that "Diva Remix"?[I think she was talking about Rhianna now she gotta hit Keri]Ciara already did the Diva Remix [I think she was dissing Beyonce too]

P.S. Woman we need to stop this cattiness...thats why they say we never get along...its always something with us...

P.S.S. I just found out why she did it...Keri Hilson's album finally comes out March 24th. Yeah definitely publicity stunt!

BEYONCE NO!

This dress was a no-no!
House of Damnitswrong...not for the Oscars sweetie.
I know you got the memo strapless dress w/mermaid tails
But that doesn't mean use your collection to the Oscars...
This is an A-List even...Versace, Prada, Roberto Cavalli...
House of Dereon...No!
[And I bet she wanted it gold to go with the Gold Oscar theme]

Usually she is on point...so I will give her a pass...but still you failed...

Beyonce I just have a question...

When are you gonna just sit down somewhere...Like forreal...
I love you...Your a beautiful woman...
You have a beautiful voice...
But forreal...

I have seen you non-stop working for the past 11 years...
Have you all notice there has not be a year where Beyonce took a break?
It's like she is scared...are you afraid someone like Rhianna is gonna take your shine?
Yes Beyonce I know your a Diva...female version of a Hustler...
But even Jay-Z took a Break and had 10 albums...
Your rich Go SIT DOWN!

Chelsea Lately said it best last night...
She was like "Honey why were you at the Oscars? In fact why is she at every award show? I bet if there was an Animal Planet awards she will be there too! Beyonce your everywhere! We see you...we get it! "

Agreed...

The Dream and Christina Milian

You want me to believe this? Are you two suppose to be a couple or something?

Christina Milan I love you...but what exactly do you do for a living? You a very pretty girl but for real girl...I haven't heard you since your Dip It Low days...

I actually loved you and Nick Cannon as a couple forreal...sorry that it ended...
But do you think this is your way of upstaging him or something with prancing around all over the place with The DREAM!!!!

Nick and Mariah Carey's thing is commecial in itself. They got tattoos and everything to "prove" to everyone this is a real marriage and they still going strong [Kudos to you guys for keeping it real].

Ok I believe you two...Im convinced...oh and if you didnt know that says Mrs.Cannon on there...
If they get a divorce hers would be way easier to cover up...he so dumb!

Anyways so back to the main topic. Christina you are a beautiful girl! So tell me why come [leave me alone] are you with the Dream? All the time? Being photographed? Going to places together?

Case of the fake people indeed:fake laughing...fake hiding from the paparazzi

His fake self is just happy the paparazzi is following him...

Look at the Dream. His face is...ewwww...is that your sexy pose?

Its like his lips are deformed...I dunno what it is that makes him...unattractive[thats me being nice]
I love his music...so I give props when props are due [I am killing "Rockin That Thang"]

Is this a publicity stunt for both of them or something...He got a new album out coming soon I guess and she just...need some exposure...

Celebrities do anything for attention!
Answer this question Christina? Are you f**king for tracks?

I know its a recession girl but no boo...you are better than this...you & I both need a job but this is a downgrade not upgrade...but on a positive note: If he is producing some of your music I hope you come back with a bang [sometimes I get tired of hearing Beyonce all the time].

Very Tasteful photos though...these are hawt!

OCT-MOM STUPIDNESS

You see this lady? She is a nut case!!! Bad mom indeed!

Okay here is how the story started in case u didnt know...

So she is now "infamous" for giving birth to octuplets [8 babies!!!] like two weeks ago. Wow right. So we thinking this is like some kind of miracle and she is a brave wonderful woman right...

Oww...OMG that looks like it hurts like crap. How is she smiling?There are 8 babies in there!!JESUS!!!

Okay so the story gets a little stupid. So why come[lol] before these 8 "miracle babies" she already had 6 other kids! Oh no it gets better!!

This heifer is barely 30!!! She lives at home with her mother, no job, and get this...there is no man! They were are sperm babies!!!

So guess what everyone. She is looking for handouts to support her kids. 1st she got a publistic to request if Oprah wants her on the show to pay 2 million for her apperance. What?! And then she is going to school, and she said student loans are going to help her pay for these kids. You selfish bish!!!

See thats is when I lost it because I am an actual college student, graduating, with actual life goals and dreams and "need" finacial aid for my education. She is going to use it to support her kids!!! Good luck with that because in this economy bish its going to be hard for you to get a loan now if you dont have good credit.

And not only this...yes this woman clearly had plastic surgery in which she is denying. She wanted to look like Angelia Jolie. They claim she is obsessed with her. Thus is why she got the surgey and probably wanted all these kids inspired by her. Except bish you dont have the funds like Angelia to support your 14 kids!!!!

How scarey is that?! She probably used some of the money from her previous kids to get this surgery...how else does a non-employed mother of 6 pay for it?

Oh and yes it gets worst.


Ooo All of her kids have the same middle name"Angel"[of course]and they said she used to send Angelina letters and stuff and poor Angie is creeped out. Its okay Angie...she creeps me out too. Imagine someone chopping and screwing their faces just to look like you?

She is sick and she is trying to to use her children to get money. I know times are hard and yes I know people who have gotten pregnant on purpose to use govt money to support them...but this ish? This bish wanted attention...wanted to be the next Angelia Jolie...or Mother Theresa or something...but your not!!!


See at lease with the mother who has like 18+ because she keeps getting pregnant every year has a Husband! She gets pregnant the natural way...mostly one kid at a time...They are a family! I mean I think she is kinda crazy too but at least she isnt trying to look for handouts. What the hell is this bish going to tell her 14 kids in a couple of years...to tell Maury to do a special sperm bank show to find the babies daddies?

Times are hard...but not hard enough to be psycho and dramatic like this hoe. Someone if you see her...slap her for me please!