I posted too many celebrity pictures...
Its about me now...
Lately I cannot sleep...
I have had severe insomnia...
For a week 1/2 straight...
At first I thought nothing of it...
But then I started to realize as of this morning...
I have more on my mind than I think I do...
Its more like hurt in my soul...
Because there are things I work hard for...
And still don't get...
I don't like begging for anything...
I don't like feeling like I am a chasing an unreachable dream...
That I live in LaLa land...
I am putting in more work and still receive nothing...
That sometimes I cry because I know what I want...
I do everything I can to get what I want...
But still I am empty...
I am so frustrated...
I try to hide it on the outside...
But inside I am screaming at the top of my lungs...
If I do say anything about how I feel...
I am a complainer...
I push people away...
So with the result of hiding my true feelings...
I am disrupting my spirit...
I am disturbing my own peace & sleep...
I just want to be happy and go to sleep and wake up refreshed...
Knowing that the new day is bring a change...
Instead I wake up confused and unable to sleep...
Because you cloud my thoughts...
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3 comments:
I feel the same... life is very complicated and unfair, the people who doesn't deserves anything has everything and the people who really deserves everything has nothing.
I'm very tired of that, but also the luck can have influence in everything...and there are people who never have good luck, but don't worry, sometimes you have to give it time because sooner or later, if you work hard and you have faith, in spite of everything, you will have that you want.
good luck and cheer up!
Yoli said it best! Everything takes time, all your hard work will pay off in the end, keep doing what your doing.
I hope you work that. I've been an insomniac for about a yr now and I'm really not sure what it is. I thought I was stressed. but I'd like to think I haven't been stressed for a year. I've grown to like my insomnia, in fact its part of the reason I started my blog. I'm sitting awake at 4a.m. why not blog? lol.
Anywho I'm sure everything will fall into place eventually, just know nothing u do is in vain.
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