RANDOM RAMBLINGS FROM KIWI

• I love the weather today. It is offically Spring [thanks your like 2 weeks late though]

• I am sneezing like crazy because of pollen [its the only thing I am severely allergic to]

•Why am I not surprise Danger smashed the homie? This is the second girl to have connections to Ray J inner cirlce...fishy fishy.

• My car window on my driver side offically stopped working two days ago so I gotta spend $200+ dollars to fix it DAMN!!! [oh and my driver side door stopped working months ago and I been crawling through my passanger so maybe they can fix that too hopefully]

• My ex and I are on okay terms...just through text messages only. I am happy because I can honestly say that I am not "in love" with him anymore and that I am over our 3 year relationship. That is a good place and hope his new son will make him a better man.

•My boyfriend and I are going through something complicated but it will be okay. I have not been stressing it. Men come around when they feel like it I guess...

•These bishes out here could not wait for the sun to come out...got on their shortest shorts and dresses. SMH...Damn shame.

•Is thankful that Auntie Flow came...she was 2 freaking days late and yes I started to panic that I was pregnant [ I told my parent I was pregnant for April Fools and I was about to think the joke was on me and I jinxed myself] Thank you Father God...no babies!!! TMI? I am sorry, but be happy for me please.

•Still has not filed my taxes...hey its not April 15th. So what I am a procrastinator...Dont Judge Me.

•Is going to graduate next month and I hate school more than ever now because its agitating me. I am done with all of my PR classes I feel like I am wasting my time.

•Really hopes I get a job in my field...I am so scared sometimes that I will not be because of this crappy economy but by God's grace anything is possible.

•Needs to get my camera fixed...still got sand in it from Miami...need to get this fixed ASAP because I wanna post pictures on this blog and put up Youtube videos!

•My mother gets on my nerves. I love her dont get me wrong but she is the most pestimistic/nagging/non-supportive person I have ever met in my life...and it upsets me sometimes because its like she expects the worst from me when all I have been doing pretty much all my life is to do the right thing and make her proud.

•I am also grateful that I have a wonderful father who has never left and has been there for me 100%. Now dont get me wrong not saying my mother has not been there for me but I am going to be honest...if my father was not in my life...if my mother was my only parent and she raised me by herself I would be a different person. I have a balance and I promise myself to my future children that I will not bring them into this world without having "both" parents...I know I needed both and grateful that I did.

•Has been in a nonchalant mood lately...just like f it. F it all. I dont care type of attitude.

•Megan Good is trying to sing and come out with an album. Why? I heard some of it and it sounded like the opposite of her last name.

•Is men crying on TV hot in '09 now? From G's to Gents, Making the Band, Real Chance of Love, Real World...what is this ish??

•Speaking of Bitchassness...I am starting to realize there are more gay men in Atlanta than straight ones and I am serious. I think heterosexual men are now the minority. No lie!

•Why is everyone in my Economics class barely passing...so today was the professor's bday and they got him a Big Cake and Card. Like this was some real kiss ass stuff...but the cake was good! Everyone passes [I hope]!

•I am tired of the 80s baby theme. The florescent colors and such...okay I get it. Let the trend go already its been like 2 years! And the sad part is most of these "80 babies trendsetters" were born after 1989. Stop it! YOU ARE NOT ORGINAL YOU LOOK LIKE EVERYONE ELSE

That's it I am done.