THE APOLOGY

• I apologize that I am goofy, I joke around alot, and I love to laugh.

• I apologize that I do not wanna be a booty model, video vixen, or a reality dating star whore. I dont want EXPOSURE like that.

• I apologize that you believe because I am lightskin with long hair and green eyes you thought I was suppose to be "mixed" or stuck up. I am not!

• I apologize when you yell "Hey Red, Shawty, Sexy, Miss Lady" as I walk by I dont turn around.

• I apologize that I gave you my man's number instead of mine.

• I apologize that I am the girl Lil Wayne was describing when he said he likes them "Long hair, thick, Red-Bone" thats me!

• I apologize that I rather save my walls than to give it to you for your pleasure. Its reserved.

• I apologize that if I gave you my number and in after a week you contact me I dont remember you nor want to talk to you.

• I apologize if you thought it was acceptable to text me instead of call me if I gave you my number.

• I apologize if you called me after 11pm on any night, and your not my man, if I ignored your call or refused to "chill with you". I know booty call hours dont try me.

• I apologize that I am not interested in dating you for your money only, thats paper and I plan on making my own

• I apologize that you tried to impress me with your nice car, clothes, status and thought I would be impressed by that alone. Sorry I wasnt.

• I apologize you thought I was a groupie and thought I get down like that on our first encounter. I dont & I wont.

• I apologize that I am a lady in the street and you will never find out how I am in the sheets.

• I apologize if I rather listen to older song, like maybe from the 90s because whats played on the radio is not real music to me sometimes.

• I apologize if I cry at movies, tv shows, talk shows that are sad and have nothing to do with me because I am a sensitive & empathtic like that.

• I apologize that I do not mind getting along with most people because I am a sociable people person

• I apologize that when I go out I like to be the life of the PARTY and want to have FUN!

• I apologize that I have a big heart and when I care about that special someone I tend to give him a big part of it.

• I apologize that I refuse to be anyone baby momma thus is why I do not have any kids.

• I apologize that what I desire is to have all of my children with the same biological father & mother.

• I apologize that because I grew up in a two parent home I want the same for my kids.

• I apologize that I am seeking stability in my life and I dont think your stable enough to handle me.

• I apologize if you cannot appreciate me for who I am: a changing, growing, maturing young woman who is on her way to getting her life together soon.

• I apologize if you might miss this ride to get to know me inside out because your never satisfied and I am too much WOMAN for you.
  

I APOLOGIZE THAT I AM ACTUALLY NOT SORRY FOR ANY OF THIS. THIS IS ME.